Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Just When I Doubt..................
“It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.”
― Rose Kennedy
WOW!!!!!
It sure has been a long time.....almost a year!!! Wow!! I tend to run from this blog because it is sometimes just too much fo face reality. Sometimes..... MOST times my fingers get ahead of my brain....or the other way around and the puncuation and spelling gets all jacked up! I am not one to go back over things again...and... again so I post it no mater how goofy it looks. The point of this post.... a few nights ago....well maybe a week ...Scotty and I were coming home and a song came on the radio...I looked at Scotty and said "This was one of Whitney's favorite songs"..... never thought much more of it....I miss my sister EVERYDAY!!! NEVER DOUBT THAT!! It's just some days come easier than others... Everyday there is a memoery of something we did,or said together....and a regret of something we will never get to see or do together..... She would be 4 months from 30 right now....I would be giving her HELL ..... Just like she did me.....but, She gets to be 27 forever... I'm selfish to want her here ....when i know she is where she is suppose to be.....but, still...WHY??!! OK.....OK....OK.... Last night we were on our way home and "Somehow" the Blood Drive for August came up,as did her Organ donation....I am not even kidding a little bit....like 30 seconds into the conversation.......yeah.......guess what comes on.... THAT SONG!!! So just when I doubt her spirit is not with me now... when I need her most....As ALWAYS, she proves me WRONG!!
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