Ho-Hum holidays

Well here come the holidays.....Thanksgiving sucked terrible!!!  Mom had a cow because I wouldnt stick my nose up her butt...I knw it was her first Thanksgiving with my sistergone to Heaven....but she stuck her nose up Ashli's ass...something they've done alot here recently...Parker has stayed with Ashli several times,but still not here...I guess mom don't trust me with him,but whenshe needs a baby sitter it is all good,he can come on over really pisses me off I miss you. Whitney so so much ..I am really really tired of all my mother's DRAMA! everything is about her....I am sick of it...she is not the only one that lost someone...yea it was her child but it was my sister...I was with her for 27 years too...and when she needed someone she called ME not mom...I went to get her in that God awful HELL she was in...she didn't even want to see mom...she wanted....needed her big sister....well now her big sister needs her!