We learn to trust somehow
That a new life in a brighter place
Is just beginning now..
A place of grace and peace and joy
Beyond all time and sorrow,
Where loving hearts who part today
Will meet again tomorrow
6/21/2011 I fell asleep ast night after a couple bad bad days I guess I needed more acceptace...more tears In my dream Stephanie ,myself,and my cousin Ricky were at a diner....just eating...the clouds split and Jesus floated down Just like his word promises he will ...raised his arms and said come my chosen ones......bodies from everywhere began floating ..higher, and higher into the sky..Graves burst open....I began to rise ..slowly accending into the clouds...I was going to Heaven...next I remember a long line....miles of people looking for someone....I heard my mane....it was her voive, but how is thst possible she lost her speach...."Courtney...she said...."Courtney I want to see you....I've missed you.. I made my way through the crowd I got to her and she was so beautiful.. pure and perfect, her eyes beautiful and brown no glasses needed,I broke down and said Whit, I am sorry I wasn't there for you everytime you needed me...she said you were..you rescued me from hell. when I was trapped in Columbia...being forced to stay somewhere I did not want to be...Stephaine and you came, and you brought me HOME..and I love you and Justen....she said hug me its all gonna be alright...and she said it's not gonna be long and we'll always be together.here in Heaven...God is almost ready to call everyone who has accepted him home to Heaven....I'm gonna hug you now Courtney...and I love you ...that hug was so real,so intense. I really thought I was in Heaven with my baby sister..I could feel her arms squeeze me, feel her breath on my neck..smell her Sweet Pea perfume....that dream will carry me til my next encounter with my baby sis..and I know that will be in Heaven and I pray it won't be long...she said I must go now. and you have to go back .it is not yet your time, you still have work to do...I begged her to let me stay with her...in Heaven where all my Grandparents, some cousins, aunts and uncles are already waiting...but it was not to be...she said but sis it won't ne long and we'll all be together...and never have to say goodbye again....
I wanna thank GOD for that glorious closure I so badly needed......and I can feel her love right now....and I see so much of her in her Son...I long for the day we are face to face for real....and am in the presence of My Heavenly father...and I never, ever have to leave her again...til that day comes I will carry her in my heart
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